Eminem has opened up to the world about his history with drugs and
near-death by overdose in a new documentary. The film, entitled How To Make
Money Selling Drugs, has the rapper revealing some frightening facts about how
he 'almost died.'
In a rather heart-wrenching preview of the film on YouTube, the
40-year-old rapper reveals that at one point, he was almost put on dialysis and
the doctors didn't think he'd make it. The Stan rapper is a father to Hailie
Jade Scott, 17, who he had with ex Kimberly Scott, as well as Whitney,
Kimberly's child from a previous relationship and Alaina, Kimberly's sister's
child both of whom he adopted. As he talks about a time he almost died after a
long stint taking such drugs as Vicodin, Xanax and Valium, he appears to
struggle to even get the words out. Eminem explains that he pushed away anyone
that tried to help him or let him know he had a problem, saying: 'Get that
f*%@ing person outta here, I can't believe they said that sh*t to me.' The star
tells how since he was taking prescription pills and 'not shooting heroin' or
'putting coke up [his] nose' or 'smoking crack', that he 'literally thought
[he] could control it.'
'I don't know what point exactly it started to be a problem, I just
remember liking it more and more,' said the Slim Shady legend.
When Eminem finally wound up at the hospital, he said, it was almost too
late. 'Had I got to the hospital about two hours later, I would have died. My
organs were shutting down. My liver, kidneys, everything. They were gonna have
to put me on dialysis, they didn’t think I was gonna make it,' he said in a
shocking revelation. He said he didn't sleep for three weeks after that and later relapsed. 'I remember walking around my house and thinking every single day,
"I'm gonna fucking die." I'm looking at my kids, and like, I need to
be here for this,' he said. In the documentary that was released on 29 June, the star said that
sobriety has 'been a learning process' for him. 'I'm growing. I just couldn’t
believe that anybody could be naturally happy or naturally function or be just
enjoying life in general without being on something.' His words to anybody
battling drug addiction were: 'It does get better, you know. It just does.'
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